I am getting worried about having to cope with Poly-work and Japanese lessons and CCA's, how? I'll need to do well this semester in order to take up an extra subject of my choice. Yeah, I was thinking, "Maybe I could join the Japanese lessons in school as an extra subject", the give out these certificates. But I do not know if those certificates are more valuable compared to JLPT certificates. Taking up this extra subject would mean having to commit more time to my "would already be busy" schedule. So LUAN! I think I'll take a step at a time then. Maybe, I'll just try and cope with my Jap lessons, school-work and CCA's. If I'm doing fine then maybe I'll take up the extra subject, if otherwise then I'll just have to quit my CCA.

Tuesday, 21 April 2009 ; 5:26 pm;

CTOS tuition every wednesday would mean me having to reach late for my Japanese lessons. HOW? HOW? HOW? Anyway, CCA orientation this thurday or friday. Still in a dilema, I want to join Japanese culture club and Cheering leading as they can somersault but those Judo outfits look nice too. HOW? HOW? HOW? You tell me!

; 5:22 pm;

Karaoke with Sky, Jia Yong, Zhi Jian, Tao Chin and Jian Xing was fun; and well... expensive. The exorbitant rate for a small cup of crackers was $6, we had 4 cups touted onto unsuspecting us, which contributed to 20% of the bill. Anway, it was entertaining but sadly I knew none of the Japanese songs there, awww. Oh yea, I still owe WM $5 because he stubbornly refused to accept the money the other day as he was scheming to make me go to Hougang today for SukiSushi; I didn't go ^^. School starting, expenses are sure to shoot up. And, I have to be on budget again. Alas, felt too sian to go camp outing today as I wasn't feeling enthusiastic about building relationships with people that I would hardly see in the future. I mean, it's quite a hassel with limited time, little money and...

Saturday, 11 April 2009 ; 10:40 pm;

Zetten, Iko yo. Haha, FOC camp was fun, nice. There was cheering through out the camp and all. Yea, like all the other camps I would say. But, it the programmes were really well planned out. I mean...they were not only fun and and practical in which we would get to explore tampanies but also morally enriching, at least a little. Well, the Programmers always did a debrief on what we had learnt. Anyway, I did enjoy my days there. Doubt I'll be going to Sentosa, but, hope the others have fun. Anyway, I realised that I should cherish my time at TP after seeing the 3-rd years graduates cry when it was time to bid farewell. So, about the philosophy of life and all, SUA. I don't want to harp and think so much about the meaning of life anymore.I just know that I have to live my life to the fullest, desho? Next orientation, BusinessIT. Jaa...Matta Ne!

Thursday, 9 April 2009 ; 3:31 pm;

It has been a long time since I last posted. So, I shall go about chattering about the usual mundane stuff. Well, today I went to Plaza Singapura to catch a movie with MX, ZJ, Sky, SP, Juay and WC. The movie was Hotel For Dogs; I would rate it a 4 as it was fairly intriguing. A simple scafolding for the storyline, well plotted although I feel it couldhave been better. I would classify it under fictional as some parts/events were just too good to be true, like when the police chose to ignore the protocall and when the whole city donated magnimously, it just doesn't happen in the real world right?

Tuesday, 31 March 2009 ; 9:18 pm;

Eh, lazy so i use singlish
2day jap class, one man came instead, sensei sick? anyway, relief teacher was amazing, he could teach inspire and wadeva....... his lessons were clear and to the point, no animation but, yup, i do understand the language better. anyway, i think i'll haf to oang seh mx and lp cus the coure is reallly soo fast, there's no way they can catch up with my lousy teaching. 2day lesss emotional but yea.i love code geass, heard there will be a season3. read forums and realised that a lot of stupid ppl there, sum however quite smart, as in they understood the story. but the others, lol, went totally off tangent. that's all tmr swimming with zj., jy, lp they all.

Tuesday, 17 March 2009 ; 12:47 am;

Once again, the topic about the philosophy of life re-appears in my mind again. Indeed, Code Geass and it's many confusing logic played a part in having me thinking about what life exactly is. I still stand firm in my belief that "Gods" do not exist. No matter how hard I will, wanting just anything, a God, a symbol of eternity to exist, my subconsciousness just pin points to me that I am not going to have my way. When my body disintegrates back into elements and compounds, this complex yet simple body will cease to function just as a clock without any gears. Memories, thoughts will cease to exist. And then, I question, "What is the purpose and meaning of life?" If everything were to cease to exist one final day, what would then be the purpose of even having a begining? Therefore, in what I believe and in my limited knowledge, I would thus conclude that ..............
...I forgot what was it I wanted to say, brother keep pestering me to sleep...thoughts are flooding me right now...can't remember all...will continue.Note: I wanted to say also that I want to live, think, even though I believe in fate and all that like every thing will go the way it will go. In fact I even want to live forever, like even if I was computerised, so that my thoughts would function in the same way now, but my body made so that it can last for eternity, maybe my thoughts and memories can be transfered to another hard drive if needed. so far that's how i think....and sumhow now i dun feel that way....coonfused la..going to sleep ler la...

Sunday, 15 March 2009 ; 12:52 am;