Once again, the topic about the philosophy of life re-appears in my mind again. Indeed, Code Geass and it's many confusing logic played a part in having me thinking about what life exactly is. I still stand firm in my belief that "Gods" do not exist. No matter how hard I will, wanting just anything, a God, a symbol of eternity to exist, my subconsciousness just pin points to me that I am not going to have my way. When my body disintegrates back into elements and compounds, this complex yet simple body will cease to function just as a clock without any gears. Memories, thoughts will cease to exist. And then, I question, "What is the purpose and meaning of life?" If everything were to cease to exist one final day, what would then be the purpose of even having a begining? Therefore, in what I believe and in my limited knowledge, I would thus conclude that ..............
...I forgot what was it I wanted to say, brother keep pestering me to sleep...thoughts are flooding me right now...can't remember all...will continue.Note: I wanted to say also that I want to live, think, even though I believe in fate and all that like every thing will go the way it will go. In fact I even want to live forever, like even if I was computerised, so that my thoughts would function in the same way now, but my body made so that it can last for eternity, maybe my thoughts and memories can be transfered to another hard drive if needed. so far that's how i think....and sumhow now i dun feel that way....coonfused la..going to sleep ler la...

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